Ashley M. Toland, DSW, LCSW

The Adoption Trauma Spectrum

An Adoption Lifespan Activation Framework

Where adoption occurs not as a singular event, but across a lifetime of becoming.

Adoptee-led research by Ashley M. Toland, DSW, LCSW

The Spectrum

A lifespan of predictable activation points

Trauma is not only the original event — it is an imprint that reopens at later relational and identity-shaping moments. The Spectrum is not a rating of how well an adoption “worked”; it is the lifespan itself. Non-linear, not a staircase.

Relinquishment

Abandonment and worthiness — an imprint that can reopen at later relational moments.

Pre-verbal

Somatic, implicit separation, held in the body before language.

Awareness

“Coming out of the fog” — recognizing oneself as an adopted person.

Adolescence

Identity and belonging surface amid rapid brain development.

Late discovery

Found out beyond early childhood — sometimes deep into adulthood.

Parenthood & fertility

Old imprints reactivated around pregnancy and childbirth.

Reunion

Hope, risk, and renegotiation — now reshaped by at-home DNA.

Rejection

A one-sided exit; the original loss re-enacted.

Complicated grief

Mourning a birth or adoptive parent — rarely simple.

Dynamic, not linear. Differential plasticity means recovery is uneven across domains — the same person may integrate one activation point while another reopens years later.

Anchors: Palacios (differential plasticity) · van der Kolk (the imprint) · Herman (rupture of coherence) · Boss (ambiguous loss).

“You’re the first person in my entire life — nobody’s ever asked me how I feel, or how it’s affected me. Nobody asks the person who’s been adopted. It affects you life-long.”

— Noel, 67, Scotland

The Study

Adoption Across the Lifespan

One of the largest single studies of its kind on adult adoptees, pairing a global survey with semi-structured life-history interviews. Launched in October 2025; analysis is ongoing.

652
adult adoptees surveyed
88
life-history interviews to date
2025
study launched in October

Attachment distress and identity distress were measured as separate summed scales, with higher scores indicating more disruption, examined against reunion, same-race placement, partnership, race, gender, and age. Analyses included descriptives, t-tests, one-way ANOVA, hierarchical regression, and multinomial logistic regression. The quantitative work is paired with semi-structured life-history interviews analyzed using reflexive thematic analysis.

The survey’s final question asked participants to rate their own adoption on a five-point scale — Positive, Neutral, Confusing, Negative, Traumatic. These respondents are adults reflecting back across a life, not children mid-experience. That matters: it lets the study reach parts of the lifespan that childhood-focused literature never reaches.

The work is adoptee-led and adoptee-centered, but not siloed. The research team includes six adoptees and eight non-adoptees, all work is IRB-approved, and all scholarly publications are peer-reviewed.

The Framework

The Adoption Lifespan Activation Framework

A tool for clinicians and adoptees to understand adoption trauma as a dynamic, lifespan process rather than a singular childhood event — mapping how and when trauma activates, and how care can meet it.

Theoretical base

Core theoretical foundations

Seven complementary bodies of theory ground the framework.

Trauma & loss

Verrier

Relinquishment Trauma

Early separation from the birth mother leaves a primal wound.

Herman

Complex PTSD

Prolonged, repeated relational trauma has cumulative effects.

Boss

Ambiguous Loss

Loss without closure unsettles identity and belonging.

Doka

Disenfranchised Grief

Grief that society fails to recognize or validate.

Attachment & identity

Bowlby · Ainsworth · Main

Attachment Theory

Early bonds shape relationships across the lifespan.

Baden

Cultural-Racial Identity Model

Identity formed across the cultural and racial dimensions of adoption.

Branco et al.

Adoptee Consciousness Model

Non-linear touchstones: status quo, rupture, dissonance, expansiveness, agency.

grounds

The Adoption Trauma Spectrum

Activation points across the lifespan

Nine points where adoption trauma can surface — or resurface — over a life.

Relinquishment Pre-verbal Awareness Adolescence Late discovery Parenthood / fertility Reunion Rejection Complicated grief
moderates

any point may activate or reactivate the domains

Developmental domains

1

Early relational event

Relinquishment and pre-verbal experiences create an early relational rupture.

2

Adoption context

Family, culture, genetic mirroring, practices, policies, and systems.

3

Meaning-making

Read through personal, relational, and societal lenses.

4

Psychosocial processes

Three central developmental processes.

IdentityAttachmentBelongingness
5

Psychosocial outcomes

Ranging along a continuum, from healthy to challenging.

About

Meet Ashley

Ashley M. Toland, DSW, LCSW

I’m Ashley Toland — a clinical social worker, professor, mental health advocate, and an adoptee; specifically, a same-race, domestic, infant adoptee.

For too long, the lifespan impact of adoption trauma has been overlooked — buried under the myth that adoption is a singular event, and propped up by an industry that profits from a fairytale. Even in the most loving families, there are often invisible wounds, identity struggles, and unanswered questions, leaving adoptees to build their own story.

In 2018, I reunited with my birth family, and everything I thought I knew about adoption was reshaped. Facing unexpected emotional challenges with little professional support and almost no research that reflected my lived experience, I went to Tulane University, earned my doctorate, and developed The Adoption Trauma Spectrum — a call to reimagine adoption practice with honesty, compassion, dignity, and respect.

Today I bring twenty years of experience across clinical social work, public and higher education, community mental health, child welfare, and clinical supervision to this work — culminating in Adoption Across the Lifespan, the largest single study of its kind. I maintain a private practice and serve as an Assistant Professor in the Department of Social Work at the University of West Florida. Together, we can rewrite the narrative.

  • Adoption trauma is real.
  • The child welfare system disproportionately harms families of color.
  • The adoption industrial complex is exploitative and harmful.
  • All hope is not lost.
Role
Assistant Professor, Department of Social Work, University of West Florida · LCSW in private practice, Alabama
Education
DSW, Tulane University (2022) · MSW, University of Arkansas (2008)
Research
The Adoption Trauma Spectrum · Adoption Across the Lifespan · adult adoptee experiences · child welfare policy reform · adoptee-centered mental health care

Scholarship

Publications & presentations

Peer-reviewed journal articles

  • Ricciardelli, L. A., Knierim, M., & Toland, A. M. (2026). Using the ASWB professional licensing exam as an organizing framework for instructing social work research. Journal of Social Work Education.
  • Ricciardelli, L. A., Herzog, J. R., Knierim, M. T., Lewis, M. L., Toland, A. M., & McGarity, S. V. (2025). A process evaluation of online and face-to-face options in a U.S.-based MSW program: Examining differences in student perspectives and needs. Social Work Education, 1–22. https://doi.org/10.1080/02615479.2025.2582735
  • Toland, A. M., Blakey, J. M., Rolock, N., Ocasio, K., & Selleck, K. (2024). Adoption-informed care: What clinicians in the United States need to know. Adoption Quarterly, 1–33. https://doi.org/10.1080/10926755.2024.2352385
  • Toland, A. M. (2024). Down the rabbit hole: The mental health implications of adoption trauma on people adopted at birth. Reflections: Narratives of Professional Helping, 30(2), 88–103.

Book chapters

  • Blakey, J. M., Toland, A. M., Coleman, J., Rolock, N., & Selleck, K. (in press). Child welfare reform or abolishment: The evolution and future of the U.S. child welfare system. In B. D. Smith & C. C. Gilliam (Eds.), Advancing child welfare: Navigating the intersection of policy, practice, and research. Cognella.
  • Selleck, K., Toland, A. M., & Blakey, J. M. (2023). From denial to disproportionality: History of racism in the child welfare system. In L. S. Abrams & A. J. Dettlaff (Eds.), Social work, white supremacy, and racial justice (pp. 170–187). Oxford Academic.

Selected presentations

  • Toland, A. M., & King, E. (July 2026). Adoption trauma across the lifespan: A global survey-based analysis. Juried presentation, 9th Annual International Conference on Adoption Research, Porto, Portugal.
  • Toland, A. M. (July 2026). Infant adoption and the lifespan impact of trauma: Challenging traditional narratives through adoptee-centered research. Juried presentation, 9th Annual International Conference on Adoption Research, Porto, Portugal.
  • Toland, A. M. (January 2026). The adoption trauma spectrum: A lifespan issue affecting individuals adopted at birth. Juried presentation, 20th Annual Society for Social Work and Research Conference, Washington, D.C.
  • Toland, A. M. (December 2025). Adoption research and policy [Panelist]. 25th National Convening, Center for Adoption Support and Education, Washington, D.C.
  • Ricciardelli, L. A., & Toland, A. M. (October 2025). Disability and mental health service utilization among asynchronous online and face-to-face MSW students. Poster presentation, 2025 Council on Social Work Education Annual Conference, Denver, CO.
  • Toland, A. M., & Blakey, J. M. (January 2025). Adoption-informed care: What clinicians in the United States need to know. 19th Annual Society for Social Work and Research Conference, Seattle, WA.
  • Blakey, J. M., & Toland, A. M. (September 2024). The racist origins of the U.S. child welfare system: Reform or abolish, which is better? Sixth World Conference on Remedies to Racial & Social Inequality, Cape Town, South Africa.
  • Ricciardelli, L. A., & Toland, A. M. (March 2024). Social work student mental health. Round table, 2024 Association of Baccalaureate Social Work Program Directors Annual Conference, New Orleans, LA.
  • Blakey, J. M., Rolock, N., Toland, A. M., Ocasio, K., & Selleck, K. (September 2023). From denial to disproportionality to the abolitionist movement in the U.S. child welfare system. Juried presentation, XVII International EUSARF Conference, Brighton, England.

Work with me

Bring this work to your audience

I speak and teach for conferences, universities, clinical teams, and adoption-community organizations that are ready to move past the fairytale and reckon honestly with adoption across the lifespan. Every engagement is built on the research and shaped to the people in the room.

Keynote speaking

Talks that reframe adoption as a lifelong experience rather than a single event. Audiences leave with the language of the Spectrum, the evidence behind it, and a more honest starting point for the conversations that follow.

Conferences · university events · community gatherings

Workshops

Interactive sessions that move through the activation points in depth, translate the framework into practice, and make room for the questions the field usually skips. Designed to leave participants with something they can use on Monday.

Half-day · full-day · multi-session

Clinical & professional trainings

Adoption-informed care trainings for practices, agencies, and training programs — turning peer-reviewed findings into concrete, adoptee-centered clinical skills, tailored to your team’s setting and caseload.

Clinicians · agencies · graduate programs

Tell me about your audience, the format you have in mind, and your date, and I’ll follow up about fit and availability.

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Contact

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General & public inquiriesadoptiontraumaspectrum@gmail.com
Scholarly correspondenceatoland@uwf.edu